I learn a few new things today.
The first is that I have a small amount of willpower. I could help but message the rabbit, and when he sucks up I cant help but let him. Am I doing it to try and get back at him? To hear an explanation? To get what I want from our relationship? I dont know. Only time will tell.
The second is that no matter how many times I teach something to a certain they never seem to get it. I hope they graduate.
Enjoy mad Monday. Congrats Sally Pearson on gold in the hurdles.
Monday, October 11, 2010
Sunday, October 10, 2010
10/10/10
Ive been saying for a long time now "I should write a book about my life" and I ctually believe that statement. But who has time to actually sit down and write a book? Well people that arent retired, or celebrities or people that are paid to do it for a living that is. Sometimes I wonder if I am actually a character in something like the "Truman Show" randomly wild things happen to myself and my friends on a daily basis. So I guess here is a way of sharing my life - thoughts and feelings with the world. I guess maybe I should make it TV show style and give my "characters" names. Well see how long that lasts...
The theme for my blog as you can see is "learning new things everday". This doesnt really need to be intellectual things just new things... keeping life exciting.
So here we go.
Sunday 10/10/10
At the weee small hours this morning I learnt that ranting sometimes does make you feel better about a situation. Recently I was in a relationship with Rabbit. Hes young and dumb and I eventually caught him cheating on me with Dee. He was two timing us and I caught him in the lie.
He's a good liar this Bunny Rabbit, and well he convinced me that he was sorry and I let him back into my life as my friend on the privaso that he was and would not have any contact with the other woman to which he agreed. We were friends and went on our merry way. He was seeing a new girl Tina and would tell me about her, and as much as it saddened me it was good for me, cause it made me remember constantly why I couldnt take him back.
Yesterday the truth came out after a lot of turmoil, tears and talking out loud in my car to my deceased Godmother I spoke to Dee on the phone. Turns out there was no "Tina" everytime he said he was with Tina he was actually with Dee and he was lying to Dee about the fact that I was even in his life.
Enough was enough, what is wrong with Dee and I? Rabbit isnt even that good a guy how does he keep sucking us in? I wondered up until today what he would have to do for me to want him gone well and truly. I guess I still havent figured that one out.
But what have a learned today? - That I am better off without him in my life.
The theme for my blog as you can see is "learning new things everday". This doesnt really need to be intellectual things just new things... keeping life exciting.
So here we go.
Sunday 10/10/10
At the weee small hours this morning I learnt that ranting sometimes does make you feel better about a situation. Recently I was in a relationship with Rabbit. Hes young and dumb and I eventually caught him cheating on me with Dee. He was two timing us and I caught him in the lie.
He's a good liar this Bunny Rabbit, and well he convinced me that he was sorry and I let him back into my life as my friend on the privaso that he was and would not have any contact with the other woman to which he agreed. We were friends and went on our merry way. He was seeing a new girl Tina and would tell me about her, and as much as it saddened me it was good for me, cause it made me remember constantly why I couldnt take him back.
Yesterday the truth came out after a lot of turmoil, tears and talking out loud in my car to my deceased Godmother I spoke to Dee on the phone. Turns out there was no "Tina" everytime he said he was with Tina he was actually with Dee and he was lying to Dee about the fact that I was even in his life.
Enough was enough, what is wrong with Dee and I? Rabbit isnt even that good a guy how does he keep sucking us in? I wondered up until today what he would have to do for me to want him gone well and truly. I guess I still havent figured that one out.
But what have a learned today? - That I am better off without him in my life.
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